I'm getting so pissed off at LJ it's not even funny! First, that fucking LJ post won't work, second, I find out it deleted some of my userpics?!?! What the fuck is going on?! And why in the hell do I keep getting duplicate messages from the LJ team? I don't care about anything that's going on, just fix the fuckng problem so everything goes back to normal!

And why do you have to have some of the most annoying ads? I don't give a fuck about what terrifies Bill Gates, I really don't! Maybe I'm just in a bad mood, but hold fucking christ! This is just pissing me off so much!

On second thought, maybe if I had a boyfriend, I could take out all this frustration in a much better, more fun way... MOTHER FUCKER. And sorry for the language.

I can't even use my angry blogging userpic! WTF?!?!

So... shows are starting up again, and I'm gonna watch the CSI:NY premier... but I don't have high expectations. And, even though I said on my other journal that I wasn't going to write anymore in this series... I've decided I'm going to. I'll just keep far far away from Lindsay, and anything that I write will be without Lindsay being married to Danny... and no Lucy, even though she is cute. I love babies... but not D/L babies. No. Yuck. EEEW!!!! :P

I might write some more CSI:NY stories where someone else has babies... *grin*

YAY! It's my birthday and now I can legally drink in Canada and I'm going out for drinks tonight!

I'm mainly just excited because this year I get to go to the New Year's Dance at my church with all my friends... instead of last year, playing cards for five hours with my aunts.


YAAAAAAAAAAAY! ^-^

Taken from shao_fu who took this from sharpiesgal


Your results:
You are Uhura

Uhura 70% An Expendable Character (Redshirt) 55% Chekov 50% Beverly Crusher 50% Deanna Troi 50% Jean-Luc Picard 45% Geordi LaForge 45% Will Riker 40% Spock 35% Data 32% James T. Kirk (Captain) 30% Worf 30% Leonard McCoy (Bones) 25% Mr. Scott 20% Mr. Sulu 10%

You are a good communicator with a pleasant soft-spoken voice. Also a talented singer.

Click here to take the Star Trek Personality Quiz

As of today, Thursday, May 22nd *drum roll* 40 DAYS UNTIL MY BIG TRIP!!!

I'm going to London and Paris on July 1st for 9 days with my school mates and I'm so excited! :D It's going to be a great graduation present for me, and it cost a shit load of money but it's worth it... I hope. haha. Anyway, I'm going to be taking tons and tons of pictures, so I'll be posting my favorites on here when I get back. I can't wait!!!

Pray that there won't be any rain.

Ganked from a2h
1. List your top ten favorite CSI guys
2. Answer all the question listed.
3. Make a post!


1. Mac Taylor
2. Horatio Caine
3. Nick Stokes
4. Sid Hammerback
5. Don Flack
6. Tim Speedle
7. Danny Messer
8. Greg Sanders
9. Marty Pino
10. Ryan Wolfe

So, what do you like most about 2? Mmm... Horatio. I love his read hair. I just want to run my finger through it, see if it's as soft as it looks.

If you could do anything to 4, what would it be? I would ask Sid why he likes to freak out the CSIs... and if he'd take me on as his apprentice *grin*

Who would you choose between 5 and 7? I have to chose between Danny and Don? WTF?! Umm... do I have to? Fien *huff* Danny for hot smex, and Don for the romantic lovey stuff. I refuse to chose! But, one of my friends can have one of them, if they share. Any takers?

Out of a ten, how much would you rate 1? Mac? 17. I know that's not out of ten, but his eyes? Have you ever seen that puppy-dog Mac, picture? Sooo cute! Melts my insides. Gary's wife is a lucky person.

What do you find most attractive about 1? As I previously stated, his eyes. And he's got the smiliest smile I've ever seen on a man.

If you could go out with 3, what type of date would you go on? Oooh Nicky... Ride 'em cowboy date *grin* Suddenly that Big & Rich song comes to mind. Hmmm..... ^-^

If 8 was a type of season, which season would it be? Greg? Summer. Hot, hot HOT steamy summer. *grin*

Why is 10 not higher up your list? Mr. Wolfe. Because of what he is associated with in the season finale of CSI Miami. Grrrr.....

So what does 10 have to do to be brought higher up? For starters, he has to convince me that he's not an evil soul-sucking son of a bitch. Then maybe he could be my man servant :)

What would be the ideal situation for you for 2 and 4? Me H and Sid? Um... the first thing that came to mind was playing Clue in H's beach house. Don't ask.

Which two people would you want to be stuck with on a desert island? Well, Mac for sure. I mean come on! Marine=safety! And, just because he's feeling neglected, Marty Pino. He's got the cutest smile.

Marry, shag, or kiss - 4, 6. 8.?
4 - Sid? None of thee above. He's more like the creepy grandfather.
6 - oh God Speed... shag and kiss :D You don't think they call him Speed for nothing, do you? Muahaha!
8 - I don't think I'd marry Greggo but I'd love to kiss him, then maybe have it lead to more? :P

What do you hate most about 7? I don't like that Danny beats himself up over everything, that he doesn't think he's important or worth anything... that he's with LINDSAY!!!! DIE!!!! ... ahem.... sorry.

Have you ever thought how you'll react when you meet 3? IF I met Nick in the CSI world... I'd ask him to teach me to ride :D Interperet it the way you like

Have you seen 1 and 2 together on tv before? Oh God yes, and it was hot. Yummy Horatio+Mac=aaaah!

Have you ever dreamt about 6? Strangely no... I'll have to fix that.

Who would you take to a prom/ball with you? Prom? Danny. Ball? Mac or Horatio. NEVER SID... lol I love him anyway.

Cuddle, glomp, or kiss - 1, 3, 5.? This is the definition of glomp: o embrace enthusiastically; to pounce on and hug, often from a running start. Generally feminine or childish in nature. With that in mind -->
1 - Glomping kiss for Mac *sigh*
3 - Nicky I would kiss
5 - Oh, Donnie. I would kiss you, then glomp you when you got home, and then cuddle afterwards.

If you could give anything to 10, what would it be? Poison Nailgun. or Death.

Out of all of them - who would you:
Kick? Hmm... RYAN!!!!
Kiss? Uh, Mac, H, Nick, Don, Tim, Danny, Greg, Marty, Don, Danny, Mac... I said those three already? Ooops ^-^
Pinch cheek? Timmy. 'Cause he'd growl at me and it'd be hot.
Run away with? Danny... show him how beautiful he is.
Act like an idiot with? Greg
Cry on? Mac or Horatio... probably Horatio first
Take to see your parents? Um... probably none of them, because I'd want to keep them all to myself. But I'd take Danny with me to see you guys!
Bungee jump with? Mac... lmao, remember the epi with the bunjee sex? I loved his facial expressions in that one.
Cross dress with? Danny... he'd actually look pretty good in a dress. Although, maybe with Mac for a case, just to see the embarrassment on his face.
Swap lives with for a day? I wouldn't want to swap lives with any of them, because I wouldn't be strong enough to do what they do. they amaze me. Well, except Ryan. I'm sure it's easy being an arrogant little f**ker.

Major Spoiler here guys!

So this is basically stolen from karaokegal but I changed a few things. So, the following is a list of ten characters (duh). I've taken 12 questions posed by anonymous people(s) about characters one through ten. If you have any questions you would like to pose, feel free to do so, but please, use the numbers assigned to the characters when making a question. (Like the ones given)

I'm doing this for me, not for anyone else. Enjoy! :D

1) Horatio Caine
2) Deacon Frost (from Blade)
3) Spike (From BtVS)
4) Danny Messer
5) Nick Stokes
6) Tim Speedle
7) Commander Trip (Star Trek Enterprise)
8) Don Flack
9) Mac Taylor
10) Jimmy Palmer (NCIS)

So, this is me and my friend Leah singing a song that I wrote. YAY! lol.



If it doesn't work, it means it's still processing.

So I made one up myself *grin* Just a few questions that I thought up while watching the Second Life episode of CSI:NY. Go ahead and grab it if you want to try it, and lemmie know you've taken it so I can compare our answers.

Which CSI guy/gal would you:

1) Waltz, tango or just plain slow dance with and why?
    I'd dance with Mac, becayse he seems like a classy guy who'd know how to dance like this.

2) Do the bump and grind with and why?
    Danny and/or Flack. Two words why: Damn sexy!

3) Tackle and why?
    Lindsay, because she pisses me off, or Don because the aftermath would be interesting :D

4) Play Truth or Dare with and why?
    Anyone but Stella... who in their right mind would play T&D with her?

5) Want to whisper sweet nothings to you and why?
    Hmm... well, Danny for the smexy stuff, Don for the "You're beautiful" stuff, and Mac for the voice lol

6) Go see a Broadway show with and why?
    I'd go with Tim and Aiden if they're still alive, and Stella Sid and Hawkes because it would be fun and educational.

7) Have a drinking contest with and why?
    Horatio. I don't think he drinks much and I'd totally win.

8) Worry about and why?
    Mac... he doesn't sleep. Horatio, because he seemed emo in the newest episode.

9) Try to domesticate and why?
    Danny. He'd be one hard tiger to tame and keep for my own.

10) Want to be your best friend(s) and why?
    Stella because she'd have my back, Alexx because she kick anyones ass who would dare hurt me, Danny Mac and Flack because they're loyal and they'd keep me safe.

11) Not want to see you at a club (be it strip club or any other) and why?
    Mac... it would be embarrassing and... very awkward.

12) Love to slap sense into and why?
    Peyton... because she broke Mac's heart! Who breaks up through a letter!?! Bitch!!!

13) Want to try and cheer you up and why?
    Stella... because drinking would be involved :D

14) Contemplate having sex with once or twice and why?
    Danny... why not? He's hot.

15) Want to be your subject for a painting/drawing etc. and why?
    I'd like to do a nude one of Flack... or Danny because they're yummy. For seriousness, I'd go for Horatio, because he's always got a sad face.

16) Love to recieve small gifts from and why?
    Adam... they'd probably be completely useless, but I'd love to hear the reasons behind why he bought them.

17) Send love notes to, just to see them blush and why?
    Mac or Horatio... because I'd send them dirty things :P

18) Play a practical joke on and why?
    Danny, because he seems to get mad easily and it'd be funny... until he'd start to chase me down the hall

19) Try to make smile the hardest and why?
    Mac, because he doesn't smile enough, and it uses less muscles to smile than to frown.

20) Love to hear sing a song of your choice? Name the song and your reason why.
    I'd love to hear Nick sing "Falling in Love" by Elvis Presley because it just sounds like it would be hot.

Now you try it! Definitely tagging shao_fu, sharpiesgal, andjamesie_boy Lemmie know if you grab it and where I can find your answers! *grin*

Taken from sharpiesgal

List ten fictional characters you would have sex with (in no particular order) and tag 5 people to do the same.

:D Hehehe... this is going to be fuun. Bet you guys can predict who some of them are gonna be *wink*

Look at the bottom of this post to see if you've been tagged :D

What are you supposed to do about co-workers talking behind your  back? Especially when they're older, married (some with kids) who are acting like fucking children?

Sorry, but I just wanted to scream at them, "Hey! I'm standing two fucking feet from you! Stop talking about me you fucking assholes!!!"

But I wouldn't do that becaue I love my job, the hours are great, and I'm getting paid, which is going to help get me to London and Paris this summer... I work at a Physiotherapy Clinic, and one of the pysiotherapists and the RECEPTIONIST!!! are the ones who are talking about me. I guess I shouldn't say their talking about me behind my back, because they were more off to my side.

I mighyt come off to you guys as someone who is very outspoken, but I'm not. I love to tell you that I don't care, and that it doesn't hurt me, but I do and it does. You should, for the most part, be able to trust your coworkers, right? And I mean, if I have a problem with the way someone's doing their job, I go and talk to them about it. I don't tell everyone else and NOT the one person that it's affecting. If I'm doing something wrong, fucking grow a pair and tell me, so I don't mess up the next time.

This is the reason why I hate people! I mean, I think maybe it's because I only work part-time and can only work two days a week, and that I'm only 18 that they're doing this. I mean, I've been working their since October, and I'd love to think that this wasn't the reason... but this isn't the first time I've been talked about, or singled out, or left out.

Another example you say? Let me reach into my hat of examples and I'll pull my favorite one. Every Christmas season my boss, Sandra throws a huge party at her house, so my supervisor, Carolyn tells me. Anyway, I wouldn't have even known about this if it weren't for Carolyn. And then, the receptionsist Norma has the fucking nerve to ask me if I was going the Friday before the party. I say, no. She asks why.

Hmm *scratches head* Well gee... "I'm not going, Norma because nobody fucking invited me. Yeah that's right, Sandra hasn't said anything, and other than Carolyn, I haven't heard shit about your fucking party. You know, Carolyn did ask me if I was going and suggested that I did, but I felt like I was intruding because I wasn't invited by the person who's throwing the fucking thing!"

Yeah, and if I'd said that, I would have been fired. I wish I could have said something like that though, maybe mroe subtle and without the swearing though. Instead, because I'm a nice person, I say "No, I actually have other plans." Yeah, plans that involve me sitting on my ass, wishing I was doing something fun.

FUCK!

Sorry... I just, it's been really stressful. My aunt thinks I'm becoming anorexic... bullshit, by the way. I love food. I live to eat! Grr. And on top of that, my choir director gave me his cold... *evil stare* and my grandfather is really sick. His kidneys are failing, and he's known this for like, eight months and nobody told me. I found out about it for only five months, if that? And aparently he got this shunt for the dialysis, and I had to find out about that one through Tom Rusinak, a guy that's playing in a band with me for this musical we're involved in. I can't even find this information out through my own family? Gee, I really feel loved.

Actually, that last statement is true, but not so much from my family... my choir director, yes the one that gave me the cold, is like, my best friend. So what if he's like, 61 years old? If I could adopt him as my grandfather, I so would, because I know he would never do wrong by me, and I know he loves me, because he teases me something feirce... calling me names and such. Ass, but I love him anyway.

And on top of all this fun stuff *rolls eyes* I have to apply for University and I'm scared shitless. I have to apply for scholarships, and if I don't et them I won't be going to University because my older brother is sucking up my college funds.

Anyway, I'm done... for now. I'm sure there will be more, seeing as this is Holy Week. Erm, yay? I think? It should be interesting to see if my head or any part of my body for that matter will spontaeously combust or not...

*hugs to all who listen* :) You are my long distance family, and here, have a homemade muffin... and yes, they turned out better than those damned cookies... stop laughing! :D Love ya's!

Okay, so I read over at csiny_sl about this crazy person who was stalking Carmine Giovinazzo... and apparently now there's at least two of them. They say they're going to marry him, and one, if not both of them have been to his house (his personal property!!!) and have waited for him to come outside. One of them has allegedly moved to New York, and is waiting for Carmine and Anna to go there and do a shoot.

I can't help but be afraid for all of our people over at CSI:NY. I mean, does Carmine even know there are people who are planning on marrying him, and not in the 'just kidding, it's only a crush' way? I'm actually scared for him. What if something happens to him, or Anna or any of them? One of these people have allegedly sent letters to Anthony Zuicker begging for a job... what if this person gets the job? They could manipulate people and find their way to the guys/gals we love to watch on TV. Another thing? These two people HATE slashers. That means, they could potentially try and do something to hurt Eddie or Gary, seeing as those are the two most frequently slashed characters with Carmine.

Guys, we need to be thinking about the CSI:NY cast & crew right now, because there's some crazy shit going on... seriously. Something is rotten in the state of Denmark, no?

And yes, I know the chances of any of the CSI:NY people reading this is slim to none, but I just have to put this out there. Guys and gals, please. Lock your doors, keep your seciruty tight! I really don't want anything bad to happen to any of you, I wouldn't wish that on anyone. Please be careful okay? I really, really do not want to turn on my TV and find out that one of you are missing or dead, or hurt. Be safe, God bless.

Guys, I'm so lost. This guy asked me to prom, but he only asked me because he didn't want to go with someone else, and I only said yes because I didn't think anyone else would ask me.

Now I like this other guy, Steve and I want to go with him. I was all set to ask him and everything tomorrow at school but...

the guy I'm "going" to prom with just showed up at my house and gave me six red roses for Valentine's Day! I mean, he stole them from work, and he claims he didn't have anyone else to give them to... then he said he was embarrassed and shooed me away from my own door.

What do I do? I'd be crying right now, but my parents are in the next room, and my mom would laugh at me. I really like Steve, but I only like Josh (my prom guy) as a friend... I don't want to break his heart and have mine broken in the meantime... what do I do?! *sob* I'm so scared and lost and I just wish I could have someone tell me what to do and have the courage to do it!

Comment on this entry and I will...

1. Tell you why I friended you (provided I remember).
2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, a word, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your LJ.

YOU GUYS!!!!

If you haven't seen Cloverfield yet, go and see it. It's amasingly creepy! I went to see it in the theatres, and two whole rows had to leave half way through, and people threw up! That definitely means it was a good movie.

Please, go and see it and let me know what you thought of it because seriously? I thought it was pretty good, and I rarely find horror movies that do it for me.

So, go and see it guys, I'm sure, if you're anything like me, you'll find it at least half appealing.

P.S. During the entire movie, I was picturing Mac and Danny at certain parts and thinking "This would make an awesome AU fic!" ^_^

Okay guys, I'm sorry but I need to vent for a little bit.

Here's what happened. I hadn't seen my friends Matt, Stephanie or Leah all day. I assumed I'd just missed Steph and Matt in passing and that Leah was sick. On my free period, after lunch I walked into Leah's cousin, Donna. She asked me if I knew where Leah was and I said I hadn't seen her all day.

So we decided to give her a call. I found out that the three of them, the people I consider my really good friends, best friends even, had decided to go out shopping. I'm really angry, and I don't usually get angry over these things. The only thing is, this has happened before. I'm not one to get all up in their faces when they don't invite me places, or make a big scene about it, but I'm really hurt. Why would they do that to me? I always, any time I'm doing anything I always ask if they want to come with me.

They do this to me all the time and expect me not to get upset over it and I usually don't, but this time it's just too much. They just seem to think that they know when I want to go with them and when I don't. I don't know if I should ask them about it, or just ignore it like I always do.

I just feel so hurt... I just wish I didn't have friends like that. I mean, I've got a low self-esteem as it is, and this just doesn't help. I don't get it guys... maybe one of you could explain it for me, because I'm at a loss right now.